我前幾日同左我鍾意個男仔表白,,,,佢同我講之前有鍾意過我同考慮過同我一齊,,,,但係而家已經有鍾意既人,,,,我問佢點解o個時唔同我表白,,,,佢話佢都唔知,,,,,我問佢同左個女仔表白未,,,,,佢話遲d先,,,,,有d混亂,,,,,
之後隔左一日我sd左個msg俾佢問我地仲係咪朋友,,,,,佢話梗係啦,,,,不過叫我唔好等佢,,,,,太傻,,,,,
我諗左兩日,,,,尋日o係msn同佢講話我唔會等佢,,,,之後講講下我話佢講得好絕,,,,,佢話叫我唔好等係因為佢有鍾意既人,,,,叫我等對我好唔公平,,,,,我問佢咁講係咪即係肯定將來唔會鍾意返我,,,,,佢始終都冇答到我,,,,,仲話我問呢個問題唔係好成熟,,,,因為將來既野冇人知,,,,話其實我已經有左決定,,,唔使再問佢,,,,我話我唔等佢係即係唔會刻意等佢,,,,但係唔代表我唔會繼續鍾意佢,,,,,佢跟住祝福我搵到我鍾意既男仔,,,,話佢其實講d咩都會hurt到我,,,佢好唔想咁,,,,,
我真係好唔開心,,,,我同佢係咪即係已經冇晒可能???
我究竟可以做d咩黎挽救返呀???

但係我等左佢年幾....
我唔想成日唔上唔落先同佢講....
我好心痛....我好唔想放棄....