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第十一章,,Until I get over you
深夜, 四周一片寧靜, 醫院比人既感覺真係好恐怖.... 白色一片.. 聽到既係哭泣聲, 歡笑聲, 儀器發出既 do-do 聲..
"你返去啦... 聽日仲要返學..." 華媽媽僥受喪子之痛, 當然比彤痛苦10倍...
"但係...." 彤真係唔捨得離開華
"我聽朝送本日記去你學校... 你走啦...." 華媽媽哭著說
"auntie... 對唔住呀......" 彤喊出黎
"唔係.... 唔關你事....." 華媽媽亦喊左出黎, "係阿仔11歲果年, 我帶佢去算命.. 個算命佬已經話佢只有16歲命...."
彤呆望華媽媽...
"當時我聽到都好似你而家個反應咁, 呆左一下... 所以我用盡所有方法令到阿仔唔會受傷害....但係....." 華媽媽接著說
彤冇出聲, 一片沉默......
"你走啦...." 華媽媽轉身... 彤呆一呆.... 轉身.... 行出醫院...
彤覺得, 成個人都亂晒.... 好多回憶.... 好多事... 好似一場惡夢..... 但佢喊唔出.... 原來人到左傷心盡頭, 真係會喊唔出..... 定係.... 佢覺得華講得岩? ---- 縱使相愛, 分開都唔怕
返到屋企, 彤即刻衝入房.... 咩都唔理.... 訓上張床到.... 大哭一場.... 睡著了
第二日朝早.... 彤冇咩心機, 呆滯.....
"家姐..." 強哭著說
"做咩喊呀..." 彤見到強喊, 就忍住眼淚, 令佢想起華
"我好掛住華哥哥............嗚嗚嗚.......我想見佢........" 強攬住家姐喊
"傻仔....黎架.....唔好喊......" 但彤已經哭得好勁
"家姐..... 點解華哥哥會....." 強嗚咽著
"都係家姐唔好...... 唔好喊, 快d換衫返學, 好唔好?! " 彤攬住強, 故作堅強
*學校*
一入校園, 好多人都望住彤....
男同學A: 唉, 陰公啦..... 冇左條仔....
女同學A: 抵死
男同學B: 唔好咁講啦你地, 佢好慘嫁喇....
呢個時候.... 文突然係彤後面跑出黎...
"你地可唔可以唔好咁多事! 走!" 文鬧果三個同學
彤從來未見過文發嬲個樣... 真係好恐怖....
".....多..謝" 彤低頭說
"以後有人蝦你話我知...." 文望一望彤, 就走左
上堂既時候, 彤冇專心過... 一直望住窗口....
"嘩! 有隻飛蛾呀!" 某同學大叫, 彤係呢個時候望過去
"會唔會係華呀?" 另一位同學胡說
隻飛蛾飛左去彤果邊, 飛左去佢枝筆到, 之後停左
"係咪你呀...我好掛住你呀....傻豬..." 彤忍住唔喊
其中一個女同學喊左出黎...
"你醒下啦, 隻飛蛾黎架, 點會係華呀?" 文好惡咁講
"彤呀....唔好咁啦...." 某女同學說
"我知係你黎架.... 我好掛住你呀... 我有好多野想同你講呀....嗚嗚.." 彤喊到收唔到聲
"呢位同學, 去洗手間冷靜一下..." 連老師都忍唔住講
"我陪你" 文拉左彤出去
"放手呀,如果唔係你,華就唔會咁呀!" 彤好激動咁推開文, 哭住咁鬧佢
"佢而家都死左啦, 你仲想點呀!" 文問彤... "接受現實, 點解唔肯去面對, 仲沉醉係你個夢入面呀!" 文打左彤一巴.... "醒下呀! 我要打醒你!"
"你唔好掂我呀!" 彤哭著說
"你點解唔可以面對現實呀, 人都死左, 唔通你跟住去死呀?" 文直接問彤
"你唔好理我呀, 係你累死佢...." 彤埋怨
"你要幾時先醒呀? 隻飛蛾走左啦! " 文問彤
"唔關你事呀! 你走呀!" 彤喊到收唔到聲....
＊＊彤： 心好痛, 好掛住華......... 呢一刻... 真係好辛苦...... 究竟.... 痛苦幾時先會完?? 開心既日子又幾時黎....
快樂既日子, 係當我失去華之後就唔會再黎
忽然諗起一首英交歌.....
(如果想要手歌就去winMX打Christina Milian就得啦)
Woke up today thinking of you 今天醒來, 我正在想你....
Another night that I made my way through 另一個難行的晚上, 我要獨自走....
So many dreams still left in my mind 很多夢還剩留左我的腦海中,
But they can never come true 可是那些夢不能再實現,,,,
I press rewind and remember when 我按 "rewind" 這個按鈕, 還記得,
I close my eyes and I'm with you again 我合上了眼睛, 我又再次跟你一起
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name
但在最後, 我仍然能夠感覺到那痛楚, 在每一次我聽到你的名字的時候
The sun won't shine since you went away 你離開以後, 太陽不再閃耀
Seems like the rains falling every day 好像每天都在下雨
There is just one heart, where there once was two 那兒有一顆心, 曾經有兩顆心變作一顆
But that is the way it's gotta be, 可是, 那段路將會是,
until i get over you 直至我能忘記你
Walked through the park, in the evening air 在傍晚時份經過公園,
I heard a voice and I thought you were there 我聽到大把聲音, 我以為你在
I run away but I just can't escape 我跑開, 但我不能逃走
Memories of you everywhere 所有你的記憶都在四周
They say that time will dry the tears 人們說, 時間會乾涸眼淚
But true love burns for a thousand years 但真愛燃燒一千年
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday 給我明天, 為一個昨天
Just to know that I could have you here 給我知道你在這兒
When will this river of tears stop falling 淚河, 何時才會停止流動
Where can I run so I wont feel alone 我要跑到耶兒, 才令我不感寂寞?
Can't walk away when the pain keeps calling 當痛苦一直叫我, 我不能再離開
just gotta take it from here on my own 我只能一個承受承受痛苦
But it's so hard to let go 但是, 很難放開你
手歌點呀,好唔好聽
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